My annual leave start one day earlier since the supervisor have been asking people to take AL the past few days due to over manpower during shift, i agreed to take extra AL today after working for straight 8 days. If not, today will be my 9th day working and it will be my 4th day shift in a row. I can never function well if i work more than 6 days straight. My immune will start to give way and i will have my endless backaches accompanied with headaches. So here i am updating this space since i am clueless on what should i start doing first.
Encountered 2 cases of married couple in their 30s whose spouse passed on. To see how the husband cried break my heart and to know another passed on leaving behind his wife, i pray she have all the strength and support she truly need. The most strongest woman to nurse his husband in his last days and to see how a person was in the last 100 days in terms of our religion, is just beyond description. So lets don’t take things for granted that even when we are still young or just married or about to get marry, we have so much time in this world with our love ones and our partner. Both couple were only married about 2-4 years range. It makes most of my colleague see their other half differently. Some of my colleague stared at their other half and reflect on how lucky they are and pray for their constant good health. I had my fair share of reflection too till i became such a nagger whenever Mr Fiance overwork massively. He have been constantly taking up overtime and burning his off days each week, leaving with just one rest day per week. His reason, i want to save up for our wedding, house and our family we going to build. Even if his mindset is right, he is risking his health.
I am in need to be very productive this annual leave since i have to clean up my room to make way for new bed and new things in my room. Mr Fiance has started his sound system on me and i am like, ‘chill’. I really hope i will do it right this time and not laze around doing something else. The fact that Ramadhan is coming to its end soon, it means i need to double up on my wedding preparations too, (nak nangis boleh sebab malas nak buat pun ada tetapi tamparan yang sebenarnya patut diberi). I dreamt that i was supposed to book Tok Kadi and i didn’t. That dream was a disaster.
Alhamdulillah Fiance and myself have been doing well despite some hiccups. Just that cobaan orang dari masa dulu datang kembali , aku tak tahu apa niatnya tetapi apapun, tak perlu eh.
Lots of love,
Ms SR ❤️